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gee. another week at school has passed.
it was rather an interesting one.
but now that its the week-end, i feel quite relieved tho.
day one in school was still a alien-y feeling yet again.
maybe its due to not knowing any classmate except for Huda.
then got to know more of them ; esp the gila2 ones.

lunching with the whole bunch of them was fun.
my first lunch in school was phew. coz manage to grab hold
of Acap who was with his friend Aidil, who happen to be in o5,
my class's alliance. saw Shah too ; the first stranger in SP
i talked to even before any camps etc.

then we had a mini project ; to do a character out of BrickBoy.
gee. it wasnt that tough but the tough part was to build my dear Charlie's body.
it was all thanks to Dy for his 'no longer in use' shirts.
i could have done better tho. 

i realised that i keep stumbling upon my words.
my voice works faster than my brain.
once, i wanted to say "food-court" and i said "fourt-cood".
and i wanted to say "dengar2 at bookshop never sell sketchbook aper"
and i said "dengar2 at bookshop never sell Popular aper"

like omg! there were many occasions of that. 
Dy's been taking me from Dover almost everyday. lol.
Dont pamper me too much. let me be independent. (: 
but nevertheless, i appreciate it lots.

on a particular day this week, i saw many people whom
ive not seen for such a long time.
in school i saw Agus, Fuad and Firdaus (all bro's friends).
then i went to eat at Banquet with Dy and Su.
saw Alin and then when we left JP, saw Idrees and Abdullah.
followed by Vijay, on Friday.

and not to forget how many DejaVus i had this week.
either thrice or more than that. but the most clear one
which i could remember was when we were having CADP.
it was exactly the same. and i went "omg?"

sheesh. and my laptop has to be down just before CTSS holds
its speech day parade. had to send it for repair on Friday since Ama
was also going on Friday. i was guilt-stricken when i got to know that
Dy and Syameer had to wait for me for almost an hour. oh-oh!
haha.

well, that shall enough for an update. 
i wont be LJ'ing that often but rest assured, 
the LJ wont be dead. (:

now waiting for the Sweet one to return home and 
off to Dreamland i shall go. 
BUT before that, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to SYUHAIDAH.
lol. im so sorry i had forgotten about that. =x

finally orientation came.
yesterday was quite a boring day.
lucky for me, azri ended in the same group as i was.
and there was yasmin also.
SPICE training was dry and it drove me sleepy.
after that was lunch which i ate with azri, yasmin and halim.
followed by a talk by the principal of SP. 
haha. then i met Huda again. finally. after a long day of feeling alien'y.
went to collect my laptop. finally.
luckily Dy fetch. wahaha. =p

today was much better.
the group bonded together better due to the painting session.
i got paint splashed all over me.
and my abercroombie top. sad case!
got to know those from DID better. 
people like hidayat and yasmin.
and afterall, sophia and xiu wen are nice people to crap with.
not to forget the one who likes to bully me during painting. Lewis.
maha irritating. lol. same la the attitude with solehan.
and i felt guilty for getting Dy's bag dirty with paint. opps. =x

trained to JE with xiu wen and then met Dy and Solehan.
went to JP and filled out hungry stomachs at Banquet. gee.
and i was super full after that. (:
gee. im beat. after a long day of painting in the rain.
shall go and rest. till the next entry.

sorry for the MIA thingy.
heh. been busy with poly enrolment, clearing my room
to have more space and spending time with the family.
i find myself much more at peace.
miss working place but that has to wait i guess.
yeah. my education stuffs has to be cleared first, thats most important.
dad said that since ive been facing much obstacles during my enrolment 
and posting, the more i should study hard for this coming 3 years.
insya'allah.

well well well.
just came back from MLS camp.
it was terrific. not as great as OBS camp but
it was still a bombastic camp.
started out with feeling alien'y cos i knew nobody there.
like really seh. then there was ice-breaking session.
"R-O-C-K rock. dinamakan....." was the game we played.

and then....we were divided into our permanent groups.
that was when individual souls namely :
Munirah, Jannah, Nina, Ameera, Aisha, Ayie, Azri, Hanafi, Zufaidhi
were put together with the faci's Aizat and Fizza.

at first it was a boring group la. 
i was telling Darren how much i wanted to go home
despite the "camping-spirit" that i usually have.
lol.
but it got better especially after this balloon game 
and night amazing race. ran and ran and ran. fwah. penat man.

knew alot of people uh. seniors and also new friends.
and nina was a great camp mate. (:
and it was a small world to see ayie in the same group, bro's friend.
and hanafi who looked alike like Saiful. kehkeh. 

i like the camp la.
not bad. Sang Singa Purba was also great.
they did up a nice performance. marvelouistic. (:
the night walk was kind of challenging. 
but thank Allah we did it safely although Haikal broke our lightstick. gah!
was only frightened by Najib. tak baikkk.

well i have to say that Cili Padi was a great group. love them.
gave me a sense of assurrance that when i step into SP 
when school starts, i wont feel that alien'y again.
maybe i would get lost in there la but hopefully not so lonely.
esp having Huda and Azri in the same School.  

so yeah. i am looking forward to school reopen. (:
that shall be all for now. till the next entry, dont miss me! lol.

UPDATES:

Erti Persahabatan by didi cazli
dedicated for cili padi. <3

yours truly is kind of bored.
so i shall update about the fantabulouistic Cili Padi.
firstly we have myself, the cheerful plus bubblyy one.
hahha. macam paham ajer. well i gave in my best for the camp. 
tried socialising, tried motivating, tried helping and giving. (:

then we have my bestest best best rock power to the gedegak camp partner.
nina. haha. she have the giler2 mind plus actions. asking people to 
layankan her when she's bored. cranky at times. and was my partner for
nightwalk. alhamdullilah we girls made it safely. (: 
ameera, rakan seperjuangan who has to leave halfway to do her duty as
a daughter. her mom had to undergo an operation. insya'allah everything went well.
jannah, fellow npcc sister. haha. shes nice. the more feminine one.
soft-spoken and kind of..motherly plus sisterly. haha. she made me
miss Mama more during the camp. (:
aisha, kakak2 fierce. lol. she gets frustrated when time was chasing us
to prepare for things. tried my best to keep her cooool. lol.
but she's the more jiwer type of camper. i loikeee. (:
kakak Faci kiter was Fizza aka Kechiq.
small in size with cute voice. very2 enthu and encouraging. 
lol. gerek la being with her! 

and the superheros.
hanafi, he reminds me of saiful!! looks the same 
but he is so quite. diam berisi. haha. our wiseman. 
ayie, bro's old friend uh. like mafteem farshad. lol.
im glad that even in the group there's people like my Brothers. (:
azri, Mr Emo cool. haaha. he tried building a wall aorund himself
but unfortunately/fotunately we made it through to him!
kiter gerek kann azri? lagi2 aku. wahhaha.
and zufaidhi. really like Zul! omg. only face diff.
giler2 nye tetap samer. haha. 
and abg2 faci kiter, Aizat! haha. he'z super gerek lah! 
a great faci. nvr fail to cheer the group up. really respect samer dier. (:

sama sama kita cili padi
buka panjy sambil bernyanyi
nama kita cili dan padi
kita memperkenalkan diri
nama saya zul
nama saya ayie
nama saya munirah. 
nama saya nina 
nama saya aisha
nama saya jannah
nama saya azri
nama saya hanafi
nama kita aizat dan fiza!!!


my life during iKem. (:

doned! i love you people. you people rock my belang2 socks. (:
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Saat gembira tertawa
Saat berduka kita sama-sama
Duduk bermuram durja

Kita saling memerlukan
Menghormati satu ikatan
Itulah... ertinya persahabatan

Ada kalanya terkasar bahasa
Tapi kita saling memaafinya
Pahit manis kecapi bersama
Bersatu hadapi segala... oohhh

( korus )
Bersamalah teman kita hargai
Mahkota suci... oohhh
Bersamalah teman kita harungi
Istana erti persahabatan

Berkekalanlah hendaknya
Kemesraan diantara kita
Seandainya tak lagi bersama
Semat kenangan mengusik jiwa... oohhh
 

Step Up 2 was nice. 
real nice. 
but i prefer Stomp The Yard.
lol. you guys should watch it.
and i finally got my beef noodle. wahahah.
thanks to Darren, Hazwan, and Danish.

been sick these few days. due to the rain
and unpredictable weather. 
walking and running in the rain and such.
FUN la seh. (:
sore throat and sinus. whees!

today is Kak Kirin's engagement day.
tomorrow is family gathering at Holland.
Monday is enrolment day at SP.
well im looking forward to the weekends. (:

SYAFIQAH ADILAH! 
you still owe us a treat.
haha.

okay im feeling hyper though im sick.
finally got to spend some time with the cutie pie of mine.
shes darn adorable okay.
but then, i miss lil ethan. haha. *winks*

who wanna go sentosa with me?
raise your hand and say "MEEEE!!!"
okay im crazy. haha.
i miss sentosa too. (:

i miss school. 
i miss Usuals esp Zul and Syahid.
i miss 4B1.
i miss my Ladies.
and i miss Sisterhood.
also miss Fazrina.

my goshh.
work really took up most of my time. heee!
but nvm.
i love workplace too! haha. BISON rocks! (: 

till the next entry.
adios amigos. 

Is It You - Cassie   
enjoys people...
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BISON is gonna miss MR Andrew. gee.
he's going off for NS already.
today was his last day before he comes back in 
3 weeks time or so. arghhh.
there goes one of my manager.

MR Joseph is also being crappy these few days.
haha. gave him riddles just now and he was 
laughing his ass off. 
funny siah.

got caught in the rain yesterday and TODAY,
Besty and I are sick. garhh!!
lalala. not much to update on already.
(:

I have to say something..BISON is great. (:
2 days ago had Company Update. and suddenly
me, Syafiqa, Su and Eldwin turned hyper. lol.
but towards the end, those three were half asleep
and there i was, asking them to stay awake.
elbowing Syafiqa, knocking Eldwin's knee 
and making eye contacts with Su.
it ended late that Ayah came to fetch us.

Yesterday was in office and had some planning with MR Manager.
then Besty had to do some work and that left me alone in the office
with Mr Andrew, Mr Gerald and a trainee.
had to do some callings. after which i joined Mr Andrew
in the training. Taught Andy Magnergy presentation and he rocks at it.
stuttering and all. haha. "coz i no confidence mahh. " thats what he said.
heh. but taught him the whole cycle and he was trying hard to memorise. GOOD!

was supposed to dinner with them all but Andy had to go off first 
and Fyda was going to meet her BF. so that left me with Besty, Syafiqa and Adam.
had a short talk with Adam. shared some lifeskills and stories with him.
yeah Besty! we can be counsellors. (:

today was kind of hectic too. had a sudden large turn-ups of recruits. 
i was kind of short-handed. kind of panicky too. 
but it all went well. 

Su's friend also came. well i guess part of my job is to 
instill confidance and give motivations plus inspirations to 
others. Babe, dont feel devastated yea? (:

gah. im mentally and emotionally  shagged with so much to think of.
Poly enrolment, financial aids, financial matters, 
need to clear the passport application, need to BREAK ZERO,
need to hit MM, need to do appointments. haaaaah.
shaggshaggshaggshagg but i aint giving up.
have so much of mental blocking to do.
so many negativities to shut my mind to.

i want strawberry iceblended and Ben&Jerry's ice-cream. sighh.
and ban mian at banquet. 

grrrr!

out with Darren and Hazwan on Saturday.
took a day off from work to destress myself.
we actually went to eat at Warren Country Club 
and they wanted to play bowling.
but what such an unlucky day for us, 
there was an event being held so we cant play.
then we proceed to the billiard room, also fully booked.
grrr!
and so....we decided to play at the arcade instead.
lol. kind of fun lah. then went around Lot1 and off
i got home.

gee. i had such a slow-mlow day today.
woke up as early as 10 to prepare to go to work.
then i went to bathe and got ready. 
just when i wanted to apply the compact powder, 
Mama told me to change the curtains, again. sheesh.
and so i had to climb and change the whole thingy before
getting ready.

at work, hmm it was kind of dry. 
no, correction. VERY dry.
decided to leave office and head to holland at 4pm.
was drizzling out there and decided to open my umbrella.
saw this old granny struggling up the stairs and was on the 
phone with Darren, decided to hang up first and help her.

and then i walked straight up ahead, leaving her behind.
but the rain started to get heavier. and the poor granny was caught 
in the rain. me being an angel, i stopped, turned, and walked 2 mins back
towards her and asked her where she's heading to.
i sheltered her under the umbrella. and she actually thanked 
me alot of times. and even kissed me on my left cheeks.
touched for a moment. and she even said some prayers for me.
she prayed that i'll get promoted soon. (: insya'allah.

i didnt mind getting myself half drenched, coz it worthwhile after all.
and that made me smile the whole day. lol.
and another thing which made me smile ear to ear
was that Halim suddenly rang me and asked me about
recruitment. hahha!

and we celebrated Cousin's birthday today. 
HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY SYAFIQAH!
hmm...i gave you a card with a long speech, 
so you know ehk. just read it. (:

lastly, one of the previous potential recruit, Khai who didnt turn
up actually texted me and said that he's still interested in the job.
like wow. 2 in  a day. (: and Halim said he's been there before and
he was interested in joining previously. gee. Halim, must stay with me alrite!

well well well. im sleepy now. i shall get some sleep 
and gotta get my ass moving to fix some appointments for
tuesday. lol. Marketing Executive, HERE I COME!! haha.




 

life have been okay.
work has always been hectic as per normal.
today we had Bison Grouping. and its very nice
to see the group growing at such a short period of time.
and the great thing is, we're such a big happy family.
they are another fabulous family of mine apart from
my USUALS and LADYS and SISTERHOOD.

end of the month. everyone are fighting for sales like madness.
gee. and the cubicle was almost empty today. 
been doing trainings and recruitments for the past few days.
closed a deal last 2 days and that was a great sense of achievement
coz i really did it on my own. obviously with Mr Manager's and Mr Damien's
and not to forget Besty and Su's and Darren's moral encouragements.

been posted to SP to spend the next 3 years of my education life in.
interior design. gosh. 
what im planning ahead is to earn money and really put my sweat and blood
into academic and career. cant afford to miss it seh.

and i really see myself grow stronger and turn to someone who is much 
patience in dealing with mental blows. like what uncle wah said, "MENTAL BLOCK".
i have to stay strong and fight for my own future and prove to those people out
there that im able to achieve what i want in life. 

i learnt to open up and see things from different angles, 
look out for its advantages and disadvantages,
learnt the value of appreciating people around me
and never to give up and lose hope halfway though a battle. 
i learnt that in whatever i do, sincerity is the main thing as
people can actually feel us just by hearing and seeing.
and also, i learnt not to let my emotions control me. 

and finally, got to meet THE USUALS at CTSS Alumni BBQ.
man. i really missed them. was really great to see all of them.
the feeling was like "awwwww."
the last time i saw all of them was during O's results.
it was really madness when me and Besty ran to Zul and Saiful
and surprised them from their back. gee.

a year has passed. 
Dear you, i still remember.
my prayers is always there for her.
i miss her just as much as you do.

gosh. now im stressed up to fight for sales.
Bison all the way! 

"if you love something let it go..."

family gathering and class gathering was awesome
yesterday. well it was kind of kecohrable. 
gee. i miss them all. and we had fun snapping pictures
and laughing around. 

thanks to Wei Jie and Zheng Ning for the nice pictures.
and thanks to ME for the nice CLASS PHOTO. haaha.
i was the one who adjusted the tripod and camera and set
the timer.



thanks to norman and Besty and Suhailah for the BBQ'ing of the food.
it was nice to meet them all again. if only Mr Ong and Mrs Tey was there, 
it would be much much more awesome.

Dad fetched us and sent us all home. 

grrr. have to report to work tomorrow at 11. sheesh kabooom! so early.
guess it'll be a hectic day tomorrow. so jammed packed.



basket seh Besty! haha. but it was a nice picture angle. (:


happy kids!

well that shall be all for now. need a break. lol.
will update more if anything interesting happens. (:
as for now, take care you darlings!